So what if i've made a mistake?
So what if i've never asked for forgiveness?
So what when you don't even care?
I wonder all these while, if it's my fault.
You told me i've changed, everyone does. Don't they?
You told me i've left you, somethings doesn't last. Do they?
Here's something i want to tell you -
You've betrayed me.
Guess you didn't saw that coming.
I guess by the topic you should know what to expect in this next few paragraphs.
To be honest i don't really get jealous so often, but i know how it feels like because i'm human too.
Jealousy doesn't only occur in relationship or friendship. It also occurs among family members. Well to be accurate, EVERYBODY gets jealous once in awhile or most of the time, but it's okay.
BECAUSE BEING JEALOUS IS BLOODY HELL NORMALLY FINE.
So stop thinking of it negatively, because the more you think it that way the worst that emotion becomes. In life jealousy is always rubbing in, no matter what who or how, you will still get jealous of that someone. Sometimes the person you think is jealous of you, is actually not. So don't assume! Because you don't want them to assume you of being jealous either right? Haven you been listening to yourself carefully, sometimes the first impression of someone or even by their looks or their brains can make you jealous. And the best part is you don't realize! Because jealousy is already a normal feeling in our hearts and minds, but it's always tough to say that you're jealous of someone.
While typing this, i am jealous of some people in my life. So don't think nobody is. Because everyone has this same feeling, a feeling which they dare not say. Let's just get it over and done with, let's look at these clique situations that we may overcome or already did. Lets differentiate the percentage of jealousy among these two groups. 30% of jealousy is during a relationship while 70% is in friendship. It's hard to believe this statistic, but i have my reasons.
In a relationship, when a party get jealous. What do they do? A = First action/thinking. C = Last.
A) Make the another party jealous back.
B) Talk to them nicely.
C) Ignore them.
D) Break-up.
Eventually a relationship always comes to a STOP. Let's look at a friendship's situation.
A) Find out if it's really true.
B) Argue.
C) Ignore them.
D) Get over.
Well all around a friendship can never be broken so that jealousy keeps on haunting you everytime.
It's funny how jealousy can do a lot of undesirable things in your life, i just made it looked so negative. But that's not the point. What i want to point out is that it's okay to be jealous and it's better than ignoring because it will just give you more pain than being jealous and spilling it out. You have to bring yourself up and tell him/her that you're jealous, don't be afraid. Because deep down inside when you make that confession, he or she would be jealous of you. Even if he/her has never been jealous of you. He/her is now jealous of you. Jealous because you made a brave decision to actually point out your jealousy. Which a lot of us don't. This is not assuming, this is a fact. So be the brave one, point out your jealousy in a good way not in a sarcastic manner.
If jealousy was a friend.
It will definitely be ditched out first.
This is a song called "harapan" which means "hope".
A song i find very meaningful, so i translated it to english.
The storyline of the music video is actually about a son neglecting his mother,
Some flashbacks that he recalled, sharing and spending time with his mom,
He then moved out and sold the house leaving his mom behind,
In the end he found his mom dead when he came back to visit her.
Listen it while you read. Awesome.
{Lyrics}
{Chorus}
As long as you give your love and soul,
I never regretted living,
Without your love and care,
I will be lost,
Every obstacle that you face,
You become my strength and hope,
I'm guilty, forgive me.
{Rap}
I recalled back those days,
Reality that's disturbing my mind,
Once in awhile i picture your looks,
Kept on playing and playing in my mind,
One dream that keeps haunting,
Reality i want to wake up from my dream,
I shall face any given reality,
A hidden answer that is long kept,
The long gone left a smile,
This is a guidance my weak soul is strengthen,
With god's permission giving hope,
Become what i am today is not a regret,
Forgot your promise while follow your heart,
Tears roll down your cheeks,
A thousand years i often remember,
Even a second i never had forgotten you.
{Chorus}
As long as you give your love and soul,
I never regretted living,
Without your love and care,
I will be lost,
Every obstacle that you face,
You become my strength and hope,
I'm guilty, forgive me.
{Rap}
This song wasn't created for those,
Who wants to bring me down when i succeed,
I express myself without being shy,
There's only one person beside me when i'm small to big,
A DIAMOND in my life my life my mom,
A story dedicated to you,
Listen listen,
Here i go again here i go again,
I broke my leg, broke my hand, broke my heart,
Kept on fighting fighting to win,
HOLDING onto what SCOLDING who BLAMING whom,
Burning the core core of our love,
We'll be together all my life,
I'm filled with ANGER SADNESS FAILURE,
PROFIT WINNING RESPONSIBILITY and BLESSING.
{Chorus}
Let's look at the subject, MEN. Well honestly speaking i think men are an easier species to understand rather than women. Well i'm not saying that because i'm a man, i just plainly thought so. No bias contents here.
Men are like rocks, no matter how hard you throw them. They just won't break, eventually some will if you keep throwing for a long period of time. Women define men as a heartless species, i can't agree more. There's always this burning desire question in a women's heart ; "WHY DO MEN GET OVER A RELATIONSHIP SO FAST?" Well i can't give you a direct answer, but i can give you a general answer of how a man thinks. It's never easy to understand the opposite sex, but it'll be much harder if you don't try. Don't be so narrow minded of men, when it's actually hard not to. Men are like rubber bands too, they like to be close at some certain extend, and then they want to stretch for a period of time too. They are a species which can't commit to certain things, that's why they need to have that time to be free and then continue where they stopped. 75% OF MEN GETS INTO RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE THEY WANT TO TOY AROUND IN A WOMAN'S HEART OR BODY. So don't be fooled.
In a relationship, there's 3 types of men out there -
Firstly, the one who doesn't have the balls to leave their woman. No particular reason. It's not a good sign because he's weak & indecisive, but it's not bad either because he won't leave you. The percentage of this type of men are about 20%.
Secondly, the one who have the guts to leave their woman, for some reasons. They tend to say "I'm over her" but deep inside they're actually not. It's not a good sign because he's not serious & matured, but it's not bad either because he still loves you in the end. The percentage of this type of men are about 25%.
Finally, the one who throws a woman's heart freely, for no reason at all. THEY ARE A GROUP OF MEN CALL JERKS, and guess what? They make up the most percentage of 55% among these men.
Look at this carefully, because you won't see this everyday.
To be honest, men are not that heartless after all. Despite those ugly facts you see on top. Men are a group of species who loves to appreciate, care and also the warmth in every relationship. For some, it's still hard to understand, i never said it was easy. And i never actually really understand men that carefully, because every one makes mistakes once in awhile. Give and take. Show your love. And hopefully you'll get a men you deserve. For those men who are reading. Please don't ignore. Be a better man now, and treat your woman right. Before it's too late. However we're all human beings after all, we're created for a reason. A reason you'll eventually find out once you finish reading this. Don't be so hard on men, because if you do, the harder they get.
A man can't succeed without a woman.
So be that woman behind that man.
